I thought I had made a friend.
I thought the enjoyment was
mutual. I had someone I really did NOT have to invest in emotionally. I
had had a couple of messages saying that he was having some difficulty
and could not make an appointment with me. I said that was not a
problem and offered to be supportive. I was doing my damnest to be
sincere about being supportive since I do not understand the emotional
issues. But, I am always willing to listen and simply be there.
Days
went by, no word and I worried because, well...I understand from others
what happens when one gets depressed. I did get a reply eventually
that said he was ok.
More days go by. I wonder, but I believe in giving space and I did not want to sound naggy or clingy.
I sent off a few more text messages.
...and more.
and a few more after that...that I thought would be seen as humourous. No word.
A new month started.
No word. I send off a note to his 2 accounts.
A couple of weeks roll by and I check again to find out both accounts are gone.
Gone, like they were never there.
If a person is done....if they do not want to see me any more........fine. Tell me so that I am not sending text after text. Give me back my house key. Man the fuck up, and let me know so that I don't waste any more of my time on you. To just up and go away is just rude.
I trusted you enough to give you a key to where I live. I asked nothing in return except some respect.
You disappoint me.
I, am done with you.
Wednesday, August 06, 2014
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